Lampworking day #24: Love, some clean holes, and an open can of worms.


Here's the rest of this set and I'll probably make more to keep practicing decorating with stringer and have matching items.


Love.  It isn't perfect.

Then I proceded to take out my new dremmel and clean out all the holes of the annealed beads.  My dad bought me the dremmel and I'm so so so thankful.  :)


There are all the beads I've made so far.

Here are some clean bead holes I'm especially proud of.  :)





Here are all the clean beads!  Sooo happy.   


Then last night my uncle and aunt came over for dinner and I showed them all of the beads.  They had some interesting ideas. 

Actually, now that I'm the subject: 

And oh god, why did I get on the subject?!?!

I keep getting "interesting ideas" from everyone I run into.  Advice on selling, creative suggestions... you name it.  In all honesty I've done a lot of research and I think the most valuable advice I can get is from actual lampworkers.  Most ideas people are giving me aren't things I haven't thought of by myself, too.  I really don't mean to knock on people's good intentions...  actually I really appreciate the attention and I'm really happy with everyone's enthusiasm!  It's just... how do I say this...
Ok let's see... I don't know.  I guess artists get this kind of thing all the time?  Here's an example,
In highschool I painted this big collage of pop artist's portraits and one of my teachers told me I was so talented I should paint the portraits on the back of Panamanian public transport busses.
This is a comment I always remember with a smile on my face.  When I heard it my immediate reaction was to feel insulted, because the portraits on those busses never look like the people they're supposed to be portraying, but then I laughed a lot because I guess the teacher who said that didn't mean it in a bad way... maybe she thought they were good?  Maybe she thought she was being clever and creative because I could be painting on a really different surface than you'd expect from a traditional painter?  Because it'd be something so different?  ...I don't know. 
The thing is ......  ... ... you know what I don't even know what the thing is.  I guess I'm just writing a reflection on the subject. 
I'm not actually annoyed by these suggestions.  But I'm also not that humoured by them either.  Here's a thoughtful list just so that I can feel organised about what I'm dealing with here:

  1. I'm not going to be melting sand.

  2. I'm not going to be melting metal.

  3. I'm not going to be making small/medium/large sculptures.

  4. I'm not going to make any kind of paraphinalia.

  5. I tried recycling bottles but that kind of glass doesn't work with my torch.

  6. I believe in profit but I'm going to try and not over-charge for my work, just out of respect for my eventual costumers.  ...all while taking into consideration that I am an artist (despite the name of this blog) and I deserve to earn money for my efforts, creativity, and individuality... and how I will eventually deserve more for my expertise, experience, longevity... bla bla bla, etc. 

  7. I've thought about it, and for now I'm not going to try to sell anything in a gallery, because I like money, and I'm going to try to get enough exposure on my own first.
 See... I listen, and I respect your opinions... but this is my new artform. 
I gave up my painting studio out of respect for my dad as well as a healthy combination of acceptance and resignation about the fact that there is not enough space for me to paint in my house.  This is the thing I'm doing now so that I can be eager to go home from work.  This is art, right? 
...the other creative masterminds should go melt their own sand, dye their own glass, and make sculptures, bongs, marbles, etc.  And I'm going to stick to making beads and jewelry.  At least for now, since that's what I want to do. 

Having said all of that and kind of regretting it while still sticking to it, here's what my aunt and uncle came up with last night...

World cup flags. 

I know you're laughing at this attempt at a flag. 

Needless to say I got excited and even made one just for show.  ...This morning I was still thinking about all the flags I could make - but then at some point I thought... ...WHAT A SELLOUT!  I mean there is such a thing as taking commisions and requests... but just to make something so very seasonal... I don't know. 

  • Am I so inspired by the world cup that I'll make a bunch of these in a rush? 

  • Am I so inspired by the money I could make from people who are so inspired by the world cup? 
I don't know... the thought of making a bunch of flags that in a few weeks will be the losing team or even of the winning team... I mean, they will be tossed aside.  I don't know if I want to do that.  I want to make designs that I love and that people will cherish for a long time.  I want to make jewelry in durable materials.  I want my work to be appreciated and valued. 

I'm thinking this flag bead over and over.  I don't know that I should do it.  I'm probably not going to.  Unless someone comes begging for it, lol.